it's clear, plain, white. C=

Thursday, September 23, 2004
9:33 PM

oh ya, finally catch up with my tagboard. wana let FUCKIN PASSERBY noe, dat it's tym i reply YOUR FUCKIN TAG.

so WAD IF I SCOLD THE ALUMNI EXCO? if u tink u can STOP ME FROM SCOLDING U CAN TRY. moreover, this has apparently shown that YOU ARE GUILTY of wad i said. ha* u r indeed dumb enuf to reveal ur own identity. DUMBASS.

apparently, i dun understand the fundamental laws in singapore. TO A LARGE EXTENT, i AM GIVEN THE RIGHT TO SAY (IN THIS CASE, TYPE wad i wan) i noe u r jealous dat u cant do ur job well so u need to vent ur frustrations. i can understand, u poor LAMER.

moreover, i suppose ur english is damn lousy. cuz i tink u dunno the definition of slut. tsk tsk, improve on ur eng b4 u tag my board k... nv knew DAFT ppl lyk YOU will pop by this blog n even dare to TAG my board. what a disgrace.

aniwaes PASSER BY tanks for your comment. i decided to continue SCOLDING, VENTING n COMPLAINING in my blog. if u wana complain, i suggest u get a blog too.

* it's because of you,That star exists.

9:19 PM

my pri sch fren juz lost her mother a few daes ago. just because of an accident. car crash in xian, china. my fren din even spend much time wif her mum. ppl, cheirsh ur tym wif e peeps ard u.

another fren of mine is (or maybe was, on the surface) sufferin from great depression. imagine e guy dat u lyk is together wif another gal, w/o u noein. n it was oni mths dat she lyked him. i cld feel her sadness, hw hurt she was. i can nv imagine myslf in dat situation. tink of it again. dis is gona happen v.soon. prolly immed. aft his major exams, dis situation will juz pop up infront of my face. wad m i supposed 2 do? hw m i supposed 2 react? i reali dun wan to face it, bt i dun tink i haf much of a choice. prolly we no longer kip in contact by den. rather, we'l prolly go 'do i even noe u...'.

promos loomin in. wadeva. fail fail situation.

shumin, juz received ur letter. wil reply u v.soon k! hee* it reali brighten up my dae! C=

i've been meetin kelly recently. as in, ya, meet up wif her. goodness, dat study session at e airport was indeed fun. to tink of it, it reali strengthened our frenship quite abit. at least i noe how lame she can get wen she dun haf enuf sleep. HAHA* kelly, hope u'r readin dis. haha*

* it's because of you,That star exists.

Saturday, September 18, 2004
9:30 AM

stanwin siow complained that i din update my blog. so i shall update it NOW.

life is bad. real bad.

apparantly pw is crumblin down. the grp leader is now updatin her blog. haha* so, do u even c hope?

alumni. totally f*cked up. i dun tink i need to further elaborate on this pt. the meetin was terrible. let alumni crumble. i wun mind. realised dat exco [that's stan, mag n wiwiek ONLY] the rez, can make their way down the hall of shame, as mag calls it. aniwaes, if dey wana stay, i wun mind takin a stroll dwn the hall of shame. it's not shameful at all since i'm ashamed of the ppl in the SO CALLED alumni exco. tink abt it. (as shihui says, my blog is full of dis werd. so i shall replace the letter 'U' with * instead. hee*)

HIM. ok, shall not touch on this topic in the near future. rather, wun b updatin my blog in the near future. gona mug for promos. i shall return to the must-forget-him mode. my mum's gona b on cloud nine if she hears this. oh well, she's in msia. aniwaes, tanks to leen's blog. kinda tink dat it's tym dat sumtinks b forgotten. cliched as it is. but well, i really do need to forget. save me ppl.

ok promos is loomin in. and it's seriously towards mi. shd use the speedin bulldozer as an analogy.

back to pw. better get a band 2. i mean, at least a band 2. take care peeps! jc peeps, mug hard.

* it's because of you,That star exists.

Sunday, September 05, 2004
4:42 PM

teared yesterday night. din feel v.sad though. this wound is way too deep. it's time for the healing to begin.

what's going through your mind?

* it's because of you,That star exists.

Thursday, September 02, 2004
9:38 PM

observed a few ppl these days. realised that they have the mentality of a primary school kid. however, they have an amazing talent for being sly. LAI GUO HAO. U R SO DEAD. i'll be glad that u read this entry. i'll be happier if u confront me. i'll be on cloud nine if u transfer out.

picture this:
was eating lunch wif rebecca. bitchin abt sum stuff. apparently, chun hsien joined us. BLOODY GUO HAO CAME OVER. if u wana cum, juz shut up. dun juz listen, n comment bhind my back. Y? AFRAID THAT I'LL BLAME U? AFRAID OF THE CONSEQUENCES? u say that people talk too much. I TINK THAT U R LISTENING TOO MUCH. U SHDN'T B THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. BACK OFF U ASSHOLE.

whatever. i found that there is this new obsession amg the peeps in my class. wad's wif riting letters? is so stupid. childish. immature. nothing else to do.

lastly, why can't ppl juz make their stand clear? mayb im insensitive. maybe i shd be concerned over welfare gain. MUZ B KIDDIN ME MAN. i will not hide my feelings. if i cant tolerate you, i will not be lyk LAI GUO HAO. i muz show, cuz i blief there is a need for u to know that i can no longer accept u.

aniwaes, im reali happy now. C=

* it's because of you,That star exists.