Sunday, September 11, 2005
12:04 AM
BLOG CLOSED.
TILL THEN.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, September 02, 2005
12:21 AM
SHE DESERVES IT.
HE DOESN'T.
PIECE OF CRAP.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, August 29, 2005
9:14 PM
things are not as simple as they seem.
no wonder the introduction of the word 'facade'.
i hate my life now.
get me out of it.
Welcome to my life.
i never thought that i was naive.
but, WHY AM I SO NAIVE THIS TIME.
ohmygawd.
i'm naive after all.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
12:17 AM
if you are trying to see how well i fare as a reporter/journalist in future, check out my Futile attempt to succeed.
LESS THAN HALF of the JC 2 cohort assembled at Temasek square for the last time, before they go for their study break. Many were enthusiastic, when Principal of Teejaysee said "i'm really touched by the fact that the J2 students are back today!" We can only infer that she has relatively bad eyesight, as opposed to the many other J2 students who realised the disappearance of their MANY many classmates.
As every typical, traditional school in Singapore would do, the mundane concert would inevitably take the longest of time during the celebration. The marginal utility curve has proven itself once again, even in the most abstract sense ( i.e in a case like this ). The interest one has for the very 'ENTERTAINING' concert, varies indirectly with the number of years one has been in the conventional education system. However, we cannot deny the fact that the SC's attempt to bring up the spirits of the really bored crowd.
The class outing this round has way exceeded it's 'usual six'. I suppose only two didn't make it today, with one sick and one mugging. ( P.S MS EE PLS FOR GOODNESS SAKE TAKE CARE OF URSELF AT THIS PT OF TIME. ) Molly has indeed left an etch in our minds, may it be positive or negative. I believe we have too, left an etch in her mind. Be it getting to know a fatherly figure, or a 'fiery' figure, who may at any point of time burn her, or slice her with the chopper ( RIGHT HUMAN TORCH? ), we must have scared the shit out of her ( and i must have been out of my mind to clear her puke. what the hell is wrong with me? ).
OKIE ENOUGH. my attempt is not only futile, but it's mutating into my typical blog entry.
Met Hippo today!!! Yea! Loads of fun as usual!!!
Ms Fu!!! Thanks for that mooncake! i shall savour it with Chinese tea tml. C=
Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KETTLE!!!
loads of pics to upload. another day maybe. i'm so tired. btw, huang yida ain't that good.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, August 19, 2005
11:59 PM
so many thoughts,
so much to say,
yet i got no idea where to begin.
superstar results.
kelly got in!!!
UNFORTUNATELY, weilian got in too.
WHY!!! YIKES.
Junyang's image is improving.
and leon is amazingly cute.
Jane is fantastic.
Hainan Jie will hit the weakest spot.
Ostracised's mood is adversely affected.
Dearie, no matter what is happening,
take it in stride.
i'm taking it in my stride,
u must too man!
don't affect your mood okie?
i v.guilty u noe!!!
be happy!
if not im gonna be angry!!!
buden as if i angry affect u rite?
okie, just STAY HAPPY okie? kuai le kuai le!!!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
10:24 PM
Fantastic.
now everything is out.
i now finally noe how she feels.
so i cry i win.
great.
if only i have tears now,
i will squeeze them out.
if you think that, that is my aim.
let it be then.
i'm scheming.
and i'm dying for sympathy from people.
doesn't it just boil down to the fact that problems are never solved?
it's always the same in all situations.
if only chocs and cookies are solutions to problems,
i will be grinning from ear to ear now.
i'm selfish and unreasonable.
i SO gotta agree.
so much so that i wonder why i stay by my friend whenever she's in need.
i'm satisfied for the effort you've put in,
but maybe when i put it on the balance,
i see my end sinking down.
isn't it supposed to balance?
For all i know,
i will still be here if you need me.
it's a pivotal point.
it's either side we are moving towards.
for what is happening now,
i'm really pessimistic.
i've changed my perspective of people.
because people change.
Zixin, thanks for changing,
and my perspective of you has changed.
i'm glad you've changed yours too.
lets cherish the next one week. C=
Peeps, thanks SO much. C=
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
9:14 PM
i was just thinking of the number of times i've made my bestie happy, and the number of times i've made her sad.
then i thought of the number of times i've made her happy, and sad.
maybe i left out alot on the parts when i made her sad. i realised that i stood by her. but she wasn't there for me, when i hoped she was. i looked around me, everyone was there with their bestie. the whole table of peeps were, except me. it's worse when you're falling ill, and ur bestie ain't there for u.
but how much should i expect from her? so many people have to be mobilised to ask her just to do something.. how can i even expect her to be there for me rite?
or is it because i expect too much? precisely y i keep blaming myself for stupidly giving in. y should i even bother waking up at 7oddAM rite? just to console a friend who might not be appreciative. maybe what sohtahpia said is rite, u gif for e sake of givin. u shdn't hope for something in return. maybe i just shouldn't expect too much.
and maybe i shouldn't give so much.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
